Icy Flame

I can never forget the day-- May 28th, 2003.-- I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. I broke down and cried for a long time.

May 28th, 2003 in despair

My soul is singing to you with a silent song in an unbridgeable distance, just to end up our love in eternal night.
The longest distance is not between the sky and the sea;
it is not between the death and the life;
it is not the cultural border;
it is not the language barrier;
it is when I am just standing just in front of you and you don't know I love you;
it is when you tell me you love me,too but you cannot love me;
it is when we know we do love each other and we have no future.

And the unbridgeable distance between you and me is: the religion.
The more hopeless the love is, the stronger it will be.

I lose my love in my life forever.