Icy Flame

I was just writing another recipe down and waiting for Mark on yahoo. Since I really don't want to chat to anyone else so I am in invisible mode also tonight as usual. My professor and several classmates and friends are online now. somewhat I am avoiding them. Lol. He logged in and knew I was online this time as usual so he post me message: hi baby, i am now leaving for brazil, so, wanted to say i will miss you and hope you are good. I replied him and wished him bon voyage. He was in such a hurry that he could hardly talk anything else to me but still he managed to log in yahoo to say something to me today.:) We always try our best to keep in touch with each other on net daily--maybe for just several minutes, maybe as long as four or five hours(that sounds crazy enough but it is true. he often forgets his lunch and his meeting and I often forget my sleeping and my reading.)

It was 22:30 pm china time here so I knew it should be 9:30 am amercian east time there in Michigan. Now he must be on his way to the airport. And I just began to miss him the moment he signed off yahoo! is he thinking of me or something about me now like I do? My cat Pharaoh obviously has got bored of running after its own tail and now is curling up on my laps, half asleep.

Pharaoh is a little black male kitten with cool deep blue eyes ( kinda different from Mark's because Mark has blue with a little green eyes. lol. but both of them have charming eyes. I love look into Mark's or the cat's eyes). Pharaoh is very proud and has a short temper--his mistress is quite short-tempered, too :P Usually Pharaoh is too proud to get close to me. He always prefers to be alone... How to say.. just like standing apart with aloof dignity. He is always so cute in my eyes:P However nowadays he tend to get closer to me than usual. I do know the reason is because the weather is turning cold. Pharaoh is just afraid of cold so much. Whatever! I feel honored:P I love put him on my laps and pat him and talk to him pretending he can understand me totally.

Hey Little thing, don't worry about the cold. I give you a small blanket for yourself and keep you next to my pillow. the winter days in Guangzhou isn't so cold anyways. the temperature never goes down below the zero.

Still the weather changed too much todayL I am now typing on the keyboard with my cold fingers. How nice if Mark were here. His body is always warm and strong. He is a very tall and muscular guy—6 feet 3 inches and about 200 pounds. For a small girl who is just 5’3 feet and about 100 pounds, he is really just as two times as me. I can curl up in his arms like pharaoh now with me.
Sigh. See I have one more reason to miss Mark. He is really good for keeping warm in winter days. My heart becomes so soft when I am thinking of him. Actually it smiles:)

Okay now I will stop my stupid thinking and begin to read some books on the American culture.