Change the unacceptable and accept the unchangeable: The daily adventures and dilemmas http://icyflame.blogspirit.com/i_mycity_mycountries/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 12:00:00 +0800 blogSpirit.com All Rights Reserved http://icyflame.blogspirit.com/archive/2004/12/09/an_embarrassing_dinner.html http://icyflame.blogspirit.com/archive/2004/12/09/an_embarrassing_dinner.html noreply@blogspirit.com (Vivienne CHEN) I_mycity_mycountries Thu, 09 Dec 2004 20:59:48 +0800 Tonight zhang, a boy who in the same campus as me, wanted to invite me out for dinner. Since i didn't have dinner yet and felt kinda hungry so i decided to go with him. However i told him "let's go dutch." he insisted it be his treat. i told him it wasn't so necessary since it wasn't a date. he was sort of unhappy but didn't say anything. <br />We ran into another friend on our way to one sichuan resturant nearby our campus. I smiled at her and asked whether she had dinner or not and liked to join us. she made a face at us and said that:" well enjoy your dinner. I don't want to be the third wheel." i made a face back and told her we were just buddy friends and not on a date now. the girl laughed and said:" okay, okay. i know." <br />Sigh. I really hope she did know but anyone here knows she is really an information bureau....<br />I just concentrated on my food during the dinner because i really didn't know what he wanted to say to me. i remember of my roomate told me zhang had a crush on me before and asked me just to wait and see if i didn't believe her. I am not a very sensitive person and i less care about others' feelings towards me if i consider them to be indifferent to me. zhang is a nice guy and not badlooking. we studied in the same college also and worked as dj in the student union radio station. some girls say he is a very romantic boy.<br />whatever, does it have anything to do with me? we are just friends and nothing more.<br /><br />very few friends know about Mark so far. everyone knows i am single and free.<br /><br />....<br />zhang asked me about my midsemester exams. i smiled and told him I got eighty somethings and the cut-off points for A is 80 so it meant i'd got a's this time. "wowo, well done! " he cried out. I blinked at him and said it was because i was a bookworm and smart enough not to be involved in any relationship. in another word i was not interested in finding a b/f now at all.<br />he replied me half jokingly also:"so does it mean i don't have a chance to date you at all?" i realized what he was trying to tell me something. <br />"nope." i said.<br />he didn't say anything for a while and just drank his coke.<br />i tried ot be patient and didn't start saying anything,either. <br />several minutes later. he broke the ice:" well i was just kidding. you know i am also not interested in you at all. But certainly i like you as nice friend."<br />"haha." i laughed out loud and felt totally relaxed,"yes, i do know. zhang. actually you are too dear for my possession."<br />....<br /><br />i didn't quite enjoy the dinner tonight. to be frank i was kinda nervous at first. i am not really sure whether he was interested in me or not. But i remember well one of my friends used to tell me he made her feel so special... hmm.. maybe i can think of fix them up...:D<br /> http://icyflame.blogspirit.com/archive/2004/12/09/stupid_me_today.html http://icyflame.blogspirit.com/archive/2004/12/09/stupid_me_today.html noreply@blogspirit.com (Vivienne CHEN) I_mycity_mycountries Thu, 09 Dec 2004 19:54:46 +0800 How can I be so absent-minded today! I was running the the bath water and the telephone was ringing so I went to answer the call. It was from my mom. She complained a lot that I didn't go back to my hometown for a long time--maybe more than one month--obvously she was not good at maths. I just went back and spent my 22 bithday party with them on November 27th! Anyways I did know she missed me a lot:)We kept on talking for half an hour. Suddenly I saw the water flowed out of the bathroom and screamed, My mom totally got scared. So I cut off the call and ran into the bathroom. anyways it took me more than half an hour to dry the floor......<br />After taking my shower I walked around my room with my hair wet through, thought of feed my cat some food but it was out. I was shocked when I began to dry my hair by the hair drier. I really had no idea what was wrong with it:(....Okay anyways I can just use a towel instead.<br />Then I sat down and swicthed on my laptop beginning reading something and blogging on net. I was waiting for a call from my professor as he told me he wanted to discuss something on my term paper with me. But the call didn't come. I waited for almost two hours and decided to give him a call instead. when I picked up the phone i almost got faint.....how stupid I was.... I thought i'd cut off the call just now but i didn't...that was very bad. but the worse was I found out my cell phone was switched off itself because it ran out of power.....<br />When I finally called my professor up. He asked me what was wrong with me. He called me this afternoon at about 3 pm (the time my mom called me up-_-!!!!)thinking of asking me to go to the dept office to meet him but couldn't get through. he tried several times this afternoon but the line was always busy. And my cell phone was switched off....I really got nothing to say...:(<br /><br /><br />anyways.. i am about to go for my dinner now it is almost 8:00 pm here.